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Thursday, February 28, 2008

MESS

My life is a mess,
most of the days
i don't want to get out of bed.
i feel depress, but my depression
it's not that kind that people are
sad the whole time, people around
me don't even know don't see,
what i am going through,
I just want to move on,
live my life without having to
fantasise about some other
life that Iwould want to have,
i am afraid that i am escaping
reality and scares me that
there's moments where
i really believe, i am there,
what if i don't come back,
what ifi stayed there for ever?
that's why i have decide to seek
professionalhelp, and hope that
i can deal with whatever
it is that have to deal.
and go on.

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